Stuck in the Projection Realm

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So anyway I was ‘the self’ and, like, I was busy wanting all these things all the time. Wanting this and wanting that. Getting upset when I couldn’t get them. Like, I was into all these heavy-duty desire states and craving and attachments and all that kind of stuff. I was into it big-time, if you know what I mean. I was into it Big Time. Like, it was real serious for me – I wasn’t just joking around. This was, like, literally ALL I was into – the desire states, the craving, the control, the planning and the scheming, all that shit. I didn’t care about anything else. I didn’t give a damn about anything else. But the point that I’m coming to is that, like, all of this is kind of totally weird when it comes right down to it because there wasn’t really anything there to desire, to crave, to plan for, to be attached to, to try to control, etc. Like, all that was just a projection of my deluded, desire-crazed mind state! Right? I mean there’s just no way around it – all this shit is just plain crazy. Bat-shit crazy. Super-crazy. It’s mad stuff. Did you ever hear such mad shit? I ask you. Stuck in desire states, stuck in the Projection Realm. Spending all your time hankering after stuff that isn’t even there, attached to illusions, trying as hard as you can to control stuff that is really just a projection of your own cracked thought process. Chasing projections that run away as fast as you chase them. I mean – what sort of stupid crazy-ass shit is that? Running away from your own projections that chase you just as fast as you can run. Mental stuff that is. Pure mental. Real fucked-up shit. But that’s the way. What can you do? That’s the game, as we all know. We all do it. That’s how it goes. It’s kind of normal. That’s just how it works so what can you say? That’s what it’s like. It’s not so bad. You get used to it. You even get to like it. People say it’s great Craic…

 

 

 

 

 

 

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